To/From I stayed home today, cause I couldn’t face the cold This winters got me thinking where will I be when I grow old Will I stay here or find somewhere green The seasons change its beautiful But darkness gets to me Ooh, Im blinded by the light Ooh, reflected in my eyes Ooh, I worry all the time About who I am and what Ill be And if i'll really be alright I'm a child making angels in the snow Racing down the tallest hills in northern Ohio It makes me happy to think about that time But the bitterness feels differently To my aging older mind The years they come and go the same It won't stop for anything And if i see another day i'm grateful for the time because living is a mystery The stars and infinities are reasons i might still believe There's more to this than Me Ooh, Im blinded by the light Ooh, reflected in my eyes Ooh, I worry all the time About who I am and what Ill be And if i'll really be alright

Suddenly your t-shirts are ten years old Now the seasons change like a kaleidoscope When i was young i thought of running away What's stopping me now Can't say ‘n Im doing better than ever before But my heart still drops with every knock at the door When i look at you i think i might be okay But who knows, might not work out anyway Cause im a menace im a fuck up Im controlled by contradiction Im amazing, do you get it I hope someday you do You're so pretty, do you mind if I become the guy that you come crying to When you're Blue Ever since that night you know the one Thinking about the future and where i'm from It terrifies me, i must say To care so much to give a fuck About something designed to change And I want to love you but i'm still figuring it out So please forgive my ignorance as no ones shown me how Like a sunrise i can't deny myself the simple pleasure Of basking in your glow, do you know? Cause im a menace im a fuck up Im controlled by contradiction Im amazing, do you get it I hope someday you do You're so pretty, do you mind if I become the guy that you come crying to When you're Blue

Bought a ticket to the end of the world Would you go with me? Its okay if you cry The sky is burning beautifully What used to be important feels like lightyears away And the only thing i care about Is if you stay Well be okay when the new day comes Burn brighter as one Give em hell, and darling I'll do the same How deep How completely How much you've got a hold on me How deep How completely How much you've got a hold on me Im love sick for a memory that might not exist Cause you kept me in the darkness Sealed with a kiss Take your shot baby, i'm used to it Taken a lot worse than this No one warns you what it feels like when it all falls apart No matter what you do there's still a pain in your heart The floor, it disappeared And swallowed me whole I wonder, do you even know? Bought a ticket to the end of the world Would you go with me? Its okay if you cry The sky is burning beautifully What used to be important feels like lightyears away And the only thing i care about Is if you stay Well be okay when the new day comes Burn brighter as one Give em hell, and darling I'll do the same How deep How completely How much you've got a hold on me How deep How completely How much you've got a hold on me Im love sick for a memory that might not exist Cause you kept me in the darkness Sealed with a kiss Take your shot baby, i'm used to it Taken a lot worse than this No one warns you what it feels like when it all falls apart No matter what you do there's still a pain in your heart The floor, it disappeared And swallowed me whole I wonder, do you even know? Bought a ticket to the end of the world Would you go with me? Its okay if you cry The sky is burning beautifully What used to be important feels like lightyears away And the only thing i care about Is if you stay Well be okay when the new day comes Burn brighter as one Give em hell, and darling I'll do the same How deep How completely How much you've got a hold on me How deep How completely How much you've got a hold on me Im love sick for a memory that might not exist Cause you kept me in the darkness Sealed with a kiss Take your shot baby, i'm used to it Taken a lot worse than this No one warns you what it feels like when it all falls apart No matter what you do there's still a pain in your heart The floor, it disappeared And swallowed me whole I wonder, do you even know? How deep How completely How much you've got a hold on me How deep How completely How much you've got a hold on me

Im free, at least I am free From all of the bullshit Heard your name and id lose it Thought i'd be over you by now i see Trust me i see How disillusioned and stupid We were never really meant to be Last night I read your letter in a brand new light Saw myself for the first time And all of the things id Missed the first hundred times Im fine Used to think of us and cry In fact it felt like a lifetime Since the last time I was anywhere near alright Its time, time i finally say goodbye To all of this heartache Burn the paper it's too late Too late to reconcile Would you, would you choose a life Where you never sat down next to me Ordered us a round of drinks And caught my lonely eye Last night I read your letter in a brand new light Saw myself for the first time And all of the things id Missed the first hundred times Im fine Used to think of us and cry In fact it felt like a lifetime Since the last time I was anywhere near alright Near alright x 3

Been sitting here for what feels like days Smoking too much weed and playing video games Some might call it a waste But for now its all i can handle I've seen the same movies over again Cause i like to know if anything sad happens Cause my chest is so heavy from the weight of my breathe And for now thats all i can handle Slow down Breathe In Breathe out Take your foot off the pedal You'll get there just fine Id have my friends over by my place is a mess And im too fucking tired to do anything about it Call me isolated but for now its all I can handle Thought that i'd be better after so much time But I forget how fast a year goes by And everyone keeps saying there's no reason or rhyme But for now its all I can handle In my time i've seen plenty of faces But every single one reminds me that yours is fading You were the light in the darkness Somehow i end up with empty hands and broken hearted Slow down Breathe In Breathe out Take your foot off the pedal You'll get there just fine

I cling to kindness Like my breathe depends on it Cause so many times it did Oh so many times Do you ever drive in silence I do when i want to die One melancholy melody and ill drive this car Right off the side Tell me happy days are coming Faster than there going Call me naive for hoping But i cant stand the not knowing Frame the photograph When it gets real bad I'll have reason to believe That all this Hurt Is worth it That all this Hurt Is worth it I have a habit of falling in love With the hands that hold me Even if they're handling me too rough And saying goodbye is hard to do To someone you thought you'd love forever Or an empty room Tell me happy days are coming Faster than there going Call me naive for hoping But i cant stand the not knowing Frame the photograph When it gets real bad I'll have reason to believe That all this Hurt Is worth it That all this Hurt Is worth it

I touched the waters of the Mississippi Took a piece of driftwood with me To remember where id been Before me stood something Much bigger than id ever be Yet i'm the one that got up to leave And wander where i please So tell me hows a river That much different than me Flowers can bloom In peculiar places Like dried river beds Of desert and wasteland I think of you When i'm moved by the beauty Of bodies consumed But never fully And when i get to wherever i'm going I hope your voice is the one that's calling me home Ill kick off these ragged vagabond shoes And find peace Somewhere beautiful With you The branches bow down As if they are asking for forgiveness And i am just a witness No judge, no jury They submit to a greater fury That's impossible to see So tell me how were different From the the branches of a tree Flowers can bloom In peculiar places Like dried river beds Of desert and wasteland I think of you When i'm moved by the beauty Of bodies consumed But never fully And when i get to wherever i'm going I hope your voice is the one that's calling me home Ill kick off these ragged vagabond shoes And find peace Somewhere beautiful With you

On the precipice of consciousness Don't know where tomorrow is But i'll be the one to figure out Where do you go at night When the shadows metamorphosize And show you the things you can't admit? The water pulls me under And i'm helpless to its power If you knew that i was drowning Would you help me or do nothing Smoking on top of the parking garage After roundabout circle And endless white walls In these liminal spaces, most living happens I can't recall places there Only the silence I sat high above, looking far down below me I thought about dying And how cruel a god would be I sat high above, looking far down below me The trees were on fire, and I knew then that this could be The end Conduit

Thought i'd gotten pretty good at saying goodbye Been building walls around me Since the very first time And i've got millions of moments For wondering why on the longest drive home Do you remember we were kids once Doing so much stupid stuff Blissfully ignorant that everything is made of dust Colors were incredible and parents were infallible No one ever warned us Getting olds a privilege